Chapter 11
Chapter 10: Confession
After hearing words that most of the time she didn’t hear, she reminded herself that this was another year that passed without her father’s presence. Rebeka lay there, silent, lying on her beloved’s chest. Breathing shakily, minutes passed, and she still said nothing in response, not because she didn’t want to, but because she couldn’t hold back the tears of happiness that stopped trickling down her eyes or be able to speak without bursting into tears.
“Thank you, Omar. It meant a lot to me,” replied Rebeka, after drawing figures on her beloved’s skin with her index finger.
“Can’t you fall asleep?” She asked as soon as a few minutes passed and her emotions stabilized.
“To be honest, I can’t get what you did out of my mind,” answered Omar with wide eyes, the same ones that were staring at the ceiling of the room as if he was looking into the past.
“What?” she asked. Not out of curiosity, but because it was better to make use of something to distract him from his painful memories. As she lifted her head to brush her breasts against her beloved’s skin and, at the same time, be able to look into his eyes under the gloom of the room, “What will try to suffocate you between my legs?”
Omar closed his eyes and, with a smile on his face, denied his beloved’s second question. Definitely, being smothered by a girl’s tits or between her legs was something no guy could get out of his head for a good while, but for him, there was definitely something much more memorable. After lowering his head, Omar fixed a kinky look in Rebeka’s eyes and seemed to be getting ready to say something. But, from his point of view, why keep talking if he could communicate what he wanted to say with his hand?
Rebeka, intrigued by how racy her boy’s eyes looked, paid attention and returned the gaze alight with libidinous desire, as if it were a provocation for her to tell him what was going through her mind. She felt Omar’s hand move down to her ass, spread both buttocks open until he rested his finger on the tight hole down there, and tickled her in a circular fashion on the spot.
With that suggestive behavior and a fervent interest in her anus, Rebeka understood that it was not a bad time to confess to him her fondness and fantasies of experiencing pleasure elsewhere. After all, she had inserted his finger in a place not designed for "that” as a means of achieving enough morbidity to come while she was being given orally.
“On an unrelated note,” she said after wiggling her hips back and forth, as if she were a cat in heat. “I want you to do me from behind someday. It’s a fantasy of mine. "If, in the middle of the process, I get discouraged, do you think you’ll have enough energy and patience left to try to do it?”
As soon as the boy heard the words coming out of his beloved Rebeka’s innocent mouth, she could feel the tip of his finger inside her sphincter, which she interpreted as a yes.
“You have to get at least three fingers inside me without it hurting,” she said, by way of a warning. “Then, maybe, I can be encouraged to welcome you back there.”
With that, Omar began to wiggle and push his finger inside his girlfriend. Being careful not to hurt her, he did the penetration of a finger first calmly and serenely, then a little more roughly, and finally a little violently until the corresponding muscles gave way. All this without taking his eyes off her face, the same face, which, regardless of the movements, seemed not to feel uncomfortable at all.
As the process of preparing to surrender to the morbid pleasure of the forbidden took place, Rebeka felt the flame that caused her to feel the warmth between her legs rekindle. That led her to bite her lower lip, and at the same time, she let out a few small moans, which caused Omar to advance his finger deeper and deeper inside her.
Omar could sense that, if his beloved was not reacting or moaning, it was because one finger was not enough. At first, he hesitated a little because the one he was defiling was the president of the classroom. A girl who had no fingerprints on her skin was pure and innocent. Going too fast in a situation like that would make him look like a beginner and perhaps ruin the opportunity he had been given, but he, who did not take risks, would not make a profit either. Convinced of this, Omar took out the big finger that he had already well stuck inside his girlfriend’s sphincter to run his hand over his mouth and take a good amount of saliva between his lips. Sneaking two fingers inside a tight spot would be no easy task without proper lubrication.
Rebeka, at first, felt a little uncomfortable with the aggressive movements on her boyfriend’s part, but she wanted to do her part as much as she could, intending to continue, so much so that she demonstrated the willingness she had by steepening her tail further.
“If you had told me that from the start, all my cum would have been poured inside your bowels,” he replied, increasing the frequency of his breathing.
‘Oh!’ she thought in surprise. ‘So you have the audacity to tell me something as dirty as that, but I have the indecency to get excited to the point of repeating my orgasm just listening to you. Omar, Omar, Omar... we are so guilty. And that makes you so tempting.’
Rebeka understood that anal sex was one of the means used among couples to prevent unnecessary pregnancies as well as to maintain the virginity of a girl who wanted to reach marriage even if she was chaste. She was not against having her bowels flooded by her beloved’s seed whenever he had the urge to finish. But it wasn’t that there was no downside to having her boy fuck her from behind every time he wanted to finish inside her either, especially when they could potentially have another round of vaginal sex. If the member that had once been all the way to the end of her rectum were to be reinserted in front of her, it would cause her a somewhat uncomfortable infection to deal with. On the other hand, how dilated and ready did her ass have to be to accept the thrusting in and out in the same way it is done naturally?
After the answer, after putting her thoughts aside, Rebeka closed her eyes with the intention of feeling her boyfriend smear back there, between her buttocks, on the tight flesh, with the saliva he had taken with his fingers.
“... Ahh. It’s feeling good for now,” she said between purrs. “I didn’t tell you before because this is precisely something we’ll be able to do in the last round.”
Although there was a stony silence in the room and the rest of the house, the thoughts in Rebeka’s mind seemed to be racing a million, more so when she felt a finger was introduced to her first and then the second.
‘Accepting one finger is not a problem because it is cylindrical in shape, but two at once... without having good lubrication... maybe I won’t be able to... It’s hurting a little...’ she thought, as she felt how two fingers were competing to enter her at the same time.
’It hurts... it hurts... Maybe you don’t need to stick three fingers in me if you can stick your member straight into me. It’s much wider, but its rounded shape will help penetration. This is a very good opportunity; if I let myself get fucked all over the place today, tomorrow I would die with no regrets. But, for some reason, I can’t calm down. I want to, but at the same time, I don’t. Indecision and nervousness overpower me, and I remember him sticking it in me so wildly and violently. If once his member finds my hole, he loses patience, even if only for a few seconds, if the same thing happens in my ass, I think I’m going to end up not being able to sit down for a long time. On the other hand, it’s a good thing I’m not circumcised; after all, I’ve heard that the extra flesh moving back and forth is more pleasant than when the sphincter of the anus has to endure the constant friction of a member without extra skin.’
It was there, at such a crucial moment, so Rebeka was convinced she was going to give herself away, and for the first time, she felt doubts about whether it would be right to say no or to warn about things that had not yet happened.
‘Ahh, I think he wants to put a third finger in me now, but my tightness won’t let him. It’s hurting already. His saliva is drying up. He must lubricate his fingers again before he keeps trying to slip into me. Shall I tell him? Shall I tell him that I don’t trust him? I know that once he gets his meaty rod in there, he might lose control again and literally break me. And yes, there is something else in there; after all, the rectum is not designed to cater to my every whim; it’s not just my pain we have to consider. And what if, for some reason, an accident happens? In that case, maybe we should do it in the bathroom, just to be safe. I don’t want to dirty the bed any more than it is and have to wash the sheets; besides, what would he think of me?”
With the stinging pain of feeling the discomfort of a dry finger brushing against one of the walls of her sphincter, Rebeka dropped onto her hips and said:
“Omar, no. I’m not ready....”
To the boy’s ears, Rebeka seemed to contradict the expressions of her body, which, according to him, was excited and thrilled with what was taking place; after all, he had used even the best of his skills to favor the penetration of the last finger.
After stopping his hand movements, with a confused look on his face, Omar added:
“But you already have almost all three fingers inside you.” As soon as he spoke, he kept silent, for he knew that continuing to insist did not lead to favorable results. “It’s ok, baby, it’s not no. I’m sorry if I hurt you.”
‘What! I didn’t think he was going to give up so quickly, as enthusiastic as he was. After all, with a little coaxing, he would have given in, as long as he listened to my warnings about what could happen and how to do me right.’
“So,” he said, “would you like to give me an oral?"
“Whew, I’ve never done it. I don’t know if you’d like it,” she replied, as she looked in the direction of the member that greeted him, red and swollen, with an erection that was almost about to explode.
Definitely, the virile male member that stood up was not the same one that Rebeka remembered seeing at the beginning of the night. Nor was it that his more modest area wasn’t swollen from so much flesh-on-flesh rubbing they’d had so far.
“I assure you I’m going to like it, love. I really am.”
The young man’s words sounded confident. Perhaps the confidence he had was due to the fact that he had never performed oral practices on a woman before, and even though it was his first time, he made her shudder with his tongue.
While Rebeka was still deciding, her boyfriend proceeded to use his other hand to lift his member and point it in the direction of her mouth.
After visualizing an ice cream that she had to run her tongue over several times to eat without separating her ass from where her boy’s hand had access, she lowered her head with the intention of running her tongue over the tip of the little friend that greeted her, almost throbbing. A few inches away, Rebeka paused; she was so close she could feel the heat radiating from the flesh. The aroma was not unpleasant, although earlier, thanks to a kiss from her beloved, she could get to taste its scent. Now she was about to put something in her mouth that had come to touch even her cervix. After inspecting well what he was about to swallow, he even noticed how the member still had dried, whitish-hued fluids between the folds, down the shaft to the testicular sac.
‘They say the glans are the most sensitive spot in men. In theory, as long as I don’t touch it with my teeth, everything should be fine.’
The first contact Rebeka made with her beloved’s member was with the tip of her tongue, a moist area that is specially designed to detect sweet tastes. Which is why, even though the member tasted bitter and salty, it tasted sweet to her. At the forefront of a cleaning task and intent on graduating as a good sucker, Rebeka began to lick the phallus as if it were an ice cream popsicle. The more excited she became about what she was doing, the more she began to caress her beloved’s balls with her fingers.
From lick to lick, as if she were a little bitch wanting to clean her plate of food, the girl was encouraged to open her lips and take the tip in until it made contact with the sky of her mouth. In the attempt to swallow the member, the different sections of her tongue were able to perceive more clearly the salty to bitter flavors that made up the vaginal fluids mixed with semen.
As Rebeka continued to push the shaft in, as deep as she could, the flavors became stronger and stronger to the perception, but it did not bother her at all, as with her tongue, in the little space she had to move it, she continued to massage the amatory organ. He then decided to open his mouth as wide as he could to also stick out his tongue and lick beyond what his mouth could encompass.
‘Even though the purpose of this fellatio is to perform oral, for some reason I can’t bring myself to swallow the abundant saliva I generate,’ she thought, as she let all the saliva her mouth produced descend to the point where her fingers began to smear.
Once the member reached deep enough to cause gagging, Rebeka withdrew her head with the intention of controlling the sensation and taking a good breath. After catching her breath, with a little more confidence in her movements, she planted a kiss of her lips on the glans and then flicked her tongue over it again and finally slipped it back into her mouth, intending to find out if she could get it deeper than the first time.
In the process, Omar didn’t move his fingers; he seemed to hold his breath, at the same time sinking his pelvic floor. From his point of view, a few seconds had passed, and he had only felt the wet inside of his girlfriend’s mouth on his member twice. Although each time the sucking she gave him was longer than the last, they were not to make it feel like it did when she had it inside her vagina.
Slowly and insistently, Rebeka kept going for a third time until she felt like vomiting again, although she was able to go much deeper than the previous time. ‘Maybe if it was flaccid, I could swallow it whole, but it’s really not a good idea for me to continue exploring my limits, not when I’ve just finished eating. On the other hand, my fingers and his testicles are all smeared with my saliva, so much so that with every movement of my hand, I feel the slimy sound the wet flesh makes when it rubs together.’
“You can try sticking your fingers in me again with a little more saliva,” she said loudly.
At his beloved’s suggestion, Omar proceeded to comply with the orders and definitely set about the task of collecting the saliva generated by her mouth to safely pursue the continuation of the game he had been having with his fingers.
Surrendered by the task and with an uncomfortable sensation in her neck, Rebeka left the tip of her beloved’s member in her mouth while leaning her head on his already taut abdomen. As soon as she found enough balance to rest her head, to tuck her tail once more, and to take the hand she was not using in the direction of her clitoris, she decided to continue with her personal whim. She took the opportunity to draw a path downward with her left hand. The fingers that were touching her beloved’s balls went on to descend with the intention of reaching unexplored places.
Slowly and calmly, the girl put pressure on the perineum of the young man, who seemed not to care about the situation. Raising and lowering two of her fingers, Rebeka acted on the area as if she was masturbating. Up and down, from side to side and then in a circular fashion, she rubbed and covered more territory between her beloved’s testicles and anus.
Omar remained unsuspecting about his beloved’s goals, which made him continue to entertain his own. He took great care not to hurt her or cause her, for some reason, to stop his actions again.
As if committing a crime, well focused on the situation, Rebeka brought her fingers up and then, using her index finger, moved down to meet the fleshy edges that make up a ring and anchored her finger in the area, as if about to enter.
Omar tensed his toes and, at the same time, stopped the movements he was making with his hand to look down. Rebeka’s face was still planted on his abdomen, which didn’t allow her to look back at him unless she stopped sucking his member.
‘Oh, he stopped,’ Rebeka thought, when she felt her beloved’s fingers no longer defiling her from behind as eagerly as before. ‘It seems he realized what I wanted to do, and he’s alert. If I had asked him, perhaps he would have refused me, but now, at this point, he has no choice but to let himself be done by me. After all, if I give him my virgin hole, don’t I have the right to receive his in return? He should be grateful that my fingers are smaller and more delicate than his, but, still, if he hurts me again, he’ll see what he feels.’
Rebeka used the tip of her index finger to draw a circle right at her beloved’s rear entrance, but he didn’t spread his legs or move with the intention of favoring access to the area.
‘He looks petrified; he’s not stopping me, but he’s not encouraging me either; he’s thinking it.’
Suddenly, Omar withdrew his fingers between Rebeka’s buttocks, which alarmed the girl, for if he didn’t want to exchange, there was no agreement to be made.
‘I pull my fingers inside me; it’s moving! It looks like I’m out of fun. Aww... Aren’t you excited to fuck my “teeny-weeny” no matter if you give me yours in return?” was what she thought, but it didn’t happen that way, as Omar spread her legs a little wider and also returned his hand to where he had pulled out of her. ‘Mmm, it’s getting comfortable; now it feels like I only have one finger at my entrance. Is he going to imitate me? ....’
Rebeka continued to make the circular motions with her index finger, which made her feel Omar move one of his fingers in the same way. Between the two of them, the breaths became fluid; they inhaled and exhaled frequently and calmly, which lowered the tension of the situation but, at the same time, raised the excitement. As they did not communicate with each other and just surrendered their bodies in the dark, the situation seemed to them as if they were committing a crime.
‘He’s imitating what I do to him! Mmm, you really do make me not regret choosing you...’ After increasing the power with which she was sucking her boy’s phallus, Rebeka continued, as she felt her ears getting as hot, if not hotter, than that thing between her legs. ‘Whew, feeling your tight hole with my finger makes me eat my curiosity. That I want to ask you if you also did indecent acts, that you can’t tell anyone when you were home alone. But why break the silence when I could take the opportunity, make you unrepentant, and leave you wanting more?’
Rebeka proceeded to move her well-lubricated finger right in the middle of the entrance, and after pressing a little, she could perceive how the flesh opened and offered her passage. She also felt Omar put his free hand on her head as he thrust his hips back and forth, as if it were a vagina.
Feeling perverted, indecent, and adventurous, Rebeka ignored the fact that her mouth was being defiled and her “little boy” was being penetrated to focus on running the first phalanx of her index finger inside her beloved’s body.
The inside was wet and slippery for her finger; the edges squeezed her as if they had the beating rhythm of a heart, and although she was tempted to keep pushing it in, she stopped applying pressure to pull it out. The finger that was so lubricated with saliva up to the first phalanx became smeared with the fluids of the area and then moved in past the second and third, even allowing her knuckle to touch the flesh.
Once well inside her boy, came the interesting part: moving her finger inside. After all, she well knew that once something was inside, taking it out and putting it in provoked a desire similar to going to the bathroom. Although moving a woman’s finger inside the rectal cavity of anyone, male or female, was a dangerous task, she was not worried about hurting her beloved’s insides; after all, her fingernails were not long and did not have sharp edges like many other women.
As horny as she was curious, Rebeka longed to experience what she could feel with her finger; after all, she was inside another person, another body as hot or hotter than hers. From one movement to the next, sideways, up and down, and along the walls, she set about exploring her boy’s inner anatomy.
‘With that, this is what a man’s insides feel like, somewhat different from mine, I must say. The upper wall is firmer... there I’m supposed to find his most sensitive spot... that one that so many books say causes ecstasy if stimulated well....’
Rebeka didn’t find it so hard to know how to treat her beloved’s rectum once she saw him as if it were her own vagina. The two structures had a lot in common, except that one was not lubricated and more difficult to access, but the stimulation should be the same since they both had the G-spot almost at the same distance. That made the stimulation not very different, although finding it, knowing how to distinguish it, and stimulating it properly, if it was an odyssey, changed according to the people.
‘Even though it’s my first time, I must try to do it right,’ she said to herself, as she moved her finger up and down, along the upper wall of her beloved’s rectum, until she ended up touching with her fingertip, what she thought was a mound. ‘Who am I fooling? I don’t even know what I’m touching, my finger is already tired and since I have his thing fucking my mouth, I can’t ask him if he likes it or not... Now that I feel it better, when he pushes down the upper wall of my tail, I can feel him in my vagina... Ufff, I don’t know about him, but I’m about to cum.’
After she stopped moving her index finger inside her boy, Rebeka made a point of increasing the movements of the fingers making contact with her clitoris, while she felt Omar’s penis pumping inside her mouth, after which she felt a few spurts of cum that took her by surprise.
With semen in her mouth, a finger in her rectum, her finger in her beloved's, and the explosive stimulation of her clitoris, Rebeka felt the multiple pleasurable sensations become one and ended up flowing into orgasmic writhing, which made her modesty zones tremble. Those frantic spasms took control of her legs and left her mind blank, which was flooded by an immense sense of peace and tranquility.
Crazed to let out the air she had in her lungs, Rebeka regained control of her body, and as soon as she came back to the present moment, she set about sucking every last drop of milk that dripped inside her beloved’s orifice, which also looked as if it were two closed lips. Inside her mouth, there was not much room to play, she had her teeth, her tongue, a virile member, milk, and saliva about to overflow. With determination, she swallowed the fluids to suck again, until she let out her beloved’s member.
With her tongue well out, as if thirsty, Rebeka said:
“Ahh. This rich feeling that feels as if my soul has left my body is wonderful! Tell me you feel the same.”
Omar let out a breath of air and, with a smile, confirmed the question. At the same time, he pulled his finger out from inside his girl and squirmed on the bed like a cat stretching.
After settling in, the boy rolled over on the bed to the point where he could embrace his beloved and swung his leg over her as if making her his prisoner, intending to give her a tight hug against his chest and rock her affectionately back and forth.
After listening to the purring of his chicha, who could not escape his affectionate behavior, Omar said:
“If this is what it feels like to be soulless, then take mine every day.”
“How good it feels to be like this, next to you, together, both of us naked and limp...I think we can sleep like never before.”
“Speaking of sleep, what time do you think it is?” asked Omar.
“Better not to know... that way we trick the mind and sleep until my phone alarm goes off; after all, today is the big day.”
“Then sleep well,” he said.
“You too.”
“Sweet dreams.”
“Same to you.”
“Don’t have nightmares.”
“Thank you, and dream with me.”
Intent on speaking so as not to fall asleep, Rebeka could tell how Omar muffled the tone of his voice. One word was lower than the other, to the point where she ran out of things to say and succumbed to sleep.
Glad to be able to be in the arms of someone so cute and who made her feel like a princess, Rebeka took one last look at her beloved’s face with the intention of guaranteeing to dream of him if she ever dreamed in her sleep. Unfortunately, time was passing, and it was better to make sure she didn’t forget such a moment before she regretted not having lived it.
Between the cozy sheets of a bed from which almost all the pillows, dolls, and blankets had fallen to the floor, the restless sound of the alarm set on the phone was heard. After opening her eyes, Rebeka hugged the person who was planting a kiss on her lips as a good morning greeting.
‘Aww! Do I want to scream from happiness? It wasn’t a dream... He’s here, in the flesh, kissing me good morning.’ The girl breathed proudly that she had spent the night next to the boy she had deemed worthy of giving her heart and body to. A boy so perfect, she wouldn’t have been surprised if it had all been part of a dream. ‘His company... it was the best gift I could have received. On the other hand, if my mom had been home, this wouldn’t have been possible.” ‘You’re too little to be doing grown-up things’ her mother would claim to her for just giving her a kiss. No sex; that was not allowed in my life. For her, maybe I could sleep with a boy after being an official boyfriend and girlfriend for a year or so, but for just one day, no way. I can imagine her complaining when I introduce her to Omar. It’s my life, it’s my body, and it’s true, a boyfriend represents a great distraction to be able to study and keep my grades up, but now that I’m of age, I don’t plan to keep getting good grades if passing classes is enough. For a job, it is not necessary to keep getting good grades. Will they ask you if you graduated with a hundred, a ninety, or an eighty in any job interview? No, they’ll just ask you if you graduated and what you have experience with.’
Mouth watering, her eyes wide open as she thought, Rebeka watched as Omar kissed her again and again. She, on the other hand, gave small kisses on her beloved’s face with the intention of dodging his playful tongue, which was trying to find its way between her lips.
Although the love between the two was still at its highest point, the one where nothing the other does is seen as wrong, Rebeka firmly believed that it was not necessary for Omar to be exposed to bad breath, if she had any. ‘Aaah. If we tongue kiss, I’m going to get hot, but I don’t remember washing my mouth after eating. Better not risk it. If we do it again, I don’t know if I can get out of this bed. I didn’t bathe yesterday after I did it. My hair must be a mess.’
Rebeka’s hair tickled Omar’s nose; even so, he didn’t fail to make room on his face to show a smile.
With her hair tousled, Rebeka looked at her beloved’s face, and with this, she practically forgot all the tiredness as a consequence of sleeping a few hours. Motivated to live, be happy, fly, and opt for the optimism that this day would be wonderful, she smiled back and said:
“Good morning, my love.”
“Good morning to you, beautiful. Let me give you a French kiss,” he replied, aiming to be more direct with his intentions.
“After I wash my mouth,” she said, amused, then added, “One of these days, you have to make me breakfast and take it to bed.”
Between words and movements, Rebeka was breaking free from her boy’s grip until she finally managed to escape.
“Of course I do,” replied Omar to the subject of breakfast, to which he then claimed. “Don’t go; let’s stay here.”
With a smile and a few kisses in between, Rebeka ignored her beloved’s whims and got up from the bed, which made Omar get up too and hug her from behind, pulling her erect member closer to him, trying to sneak it in. With a sense of urgency, Rebeka made her way to the bathroom as they tried not to fall or bump into something they could knock over, all the while escaping from whoever wanted to capture him and take him back to bed.
Once in the bathroom, Rebeka pulled back the curtains, turned on the water faucet so that the water was warming up, and as quickly as she could, she took a seat on the toilet with the excuse of emptying her full bladder.
“Aww, I don’t want to have to dry off and do my hair again,” thought Rebeka, somewhat unhappy with what she saw coming, as she listened to the sound of a steady trickle of fluid falling.
“You look wonderful either way. Like this, disheveled, you look like a lioness—a sexy lioness.”
Omar moved towards Rebeka with his erect member, suggesting that she give him orally; after all, her head was at his waist, and it wouldn’t be too difficult for him.
Rebeka responded to her boyfriend’s approach with a look that was alight with desire, so much so that she finally deigned to grab her boy’s member with her right hand and began to wiggle it as she looked at him. Her intentions were not to have sex, but she enjoyed having such a piece of meat to play with whenever she felt like it.
Although there was little time to get ready and get to school presentable without necessarily being late, it was not a sensible occasion to have sex. Even so, Omar kept trying to arouse her interest in the flesh, to get him into bed, to make him stay in the house, but she decided to refuse and let go of what she was enduring, for it was dangerous to keep playing with fire.
“It’s just that if I don’t solve this problem,” said Omar, referring to his friend with a firm stance. “I’m not going to be able to use the bathroom.”
“You know, I wouldn’t be opposed to watching you masturbate while I take a bath, so you can alleviate your problem. Consider it a continuation of what you didn’t manage to finish yesterday.”
Omar needed to unload the pleasures of his body, and at his beloved’s proposition, he used his hand to wiggle his dummy back and forth, intending to come as fast as he could.
Rebeka, as soon as she finished urinating, wiped herself with toilet paper, flushed the toilet, and stood up. Doing her best to ignore Omar’s presence, she checked the temperature of the water falling from the shower and, after taking two steps, stepped into the tub. She sought to avoid getting her hair wet and wanted to take her mind off the idea of putting her boy’s member in her mouth. She took the soap and, after lathering up, proceeded to wash her face.
The hot water poured out of the shower like a torrential downpour, caressing Rebeka’s soft, delicate skin. More than cleansing, the liquid reminded her of the night of passion and sex she had left behind. Who could blame someone for falling into temptations and giving in to carnal pleasures when she had longed to be possessed and just satisfied her curiosity to know how it felt? Every drop of water made her remember how much she had loved it. Along with the warm water, having her beloved beside her, looking at her and touching herself, also made her feel perverted and addicted to remembering that moment they spent together, when he was inside her and she was inside him.
After lifting her head in the direction of where the water was falling, she rinsed her face and couldn’t help but open her mouth. Although she had said she was going to control herself, remembering the taste of the semen that flooded her throat the night before made her stick out her tongue under the hot water, at first with the intention of erasing that memory.
Omar, on the other hand, could see the sensual way she was moving inside the tub. Rebeka was acting as if she were dancing with the water and wanted to touch herself but was not allowing it. Maybe that’s why she was stroking her hips, her thighs, her stomach, her breasts, her neck, and her face. The steam was beginning to cloud the glass, but the erotic image of a girl opening her mouth, sticking out her tongue, having her hands on her head, drawing her knees together, and bending slightly so that she arched her back and steepened her tail did not lose its luster in the eyes of the entertained boy.
It was not enough; the taste of the hot water was not enough for her, and the temperature, consistency, and taste of the tasteless, colorless liquid did not compare to the semen of her beloved. She had not yet had breakfast; she had to get dressed, and although she was aware of her responsibility, she felt unable to control her cravings any longer. She passed her right hand forward and decided to use her finger as a substitute for what she could not have. There, as often as she had done it alone, she touched the tip of her tongue and then closed her lips. After sucking her entire index finger, she lost control under the tub, still not allowing herself the pleasure of touching herself down there, repressing her uncontrollable urge to eat her beloved’s sex again.
After opening her eyes under the shower, she could notice how her beloved sped up his hand movements, tilted his hips forward, and seemed to hold his breath. Doubt was burning inside her. ‘Is he going to cum? Do I put his thing in my mouth when he comes?’ Her breath rose, as did his heart.
As soon as Omar became aware of the situation, he already had Rebeka pinned to his member, swallowing as much as he could, and even if two or three more strokes of his right hand would have been enough for him to come, feeling the heat of his beloved’s mouth on his member was what took his breath away and the desire to breathe, as he had no room to put his hand between Rebeka’s mouth and his pelvis. So, he grabbed her hair and pulled her towards him with unconscious movements.
A salty, sticky, hot torrent rushed down Rebeka’s throat at the precise moment her mouth was forced to receive two more fingers of the virile member, which, with its tip, collided with the sky of the delicate throat. Crouching down, with her legs spread, her hands-free, and the muscle convulsing inside her mouth, she decided to break the promise she made to herself. Urgently and well needy and ignoring the retching, with one hand she slipped two fingers deep into her wet area, and with the other, she massaged her clitoris in just the right way with which she would reach her limit.
At that precise moment, it turned her on to feel what was in her mouth, what was going down her throat, and that she was behaving like a bad girl, doing something she had promised herself not to do. So much so, that with only several circular movements, she felt the ecstasy that forced her to kneel on the floor so as not to fall sitting down.
After returning to breathing in gasps, Omar released his beloved’s head and moved back a few steps, to look for the necessary support so as not to fall.
Rebeka coughed a few times, yet as soon as she could flash a smile in the direction of her beloved, she confirmed that all was well. After returning to the bathroom again, she quickly rinsed the soap off the parts that needed it, and in less than a minute, she turned off the shower and hurried out with a towel, with which she proceeded to wring her body.
In the process, she also saw how her boy’s member was no longer erect, and she felt even happier for having made her beloved achieve his purpose, so she encouraged him to say:
“Let me get dressed; I don’t want you to get hard again, and then we’re really going to be late.”.
“Oh, yes, school...” said Omar.
Back in the room, once she dried her body and the wet ends of her hair, as soon as she finished putting on her uniform, Rebeka got dressed and proceeded to take out a formal black dress from the closet. After grabbing the fabric, she felt proud as she remembered that she had bought it a few days ago with the intention of looking older, competent, and confident to go to job interviews. However, in addition to everything else she was doing, she also paid attention to the sounds coming from inside the bathroom and never heard the toilet being flushed.
As soon as she turned around, she saw her beloved walking out the bathroom door, her eyes wide, looking in the direction of the dress in her hands. Rebeka wanted to show off the clothes she had bought but stopped herself as soon as she could notice some sadness mixed with happiness on Omar’s face.
Happiness she could understand, for it was as if they were members of a long marriage who were waking up, using the bathroom, and getting dressed next to each other, with the trust of many years. That same trust needed to be had when something hurtful needed to be said. ‘I admit that few of our age have the privilege of waking up next to their beloved in this way... but’ she said to herself. In a way, she didn’t want to understand the sadness or catch it, as he was looking down at the dress she was carrying, which was sure to be full of pessimistic opinions.
“Did you pee in the shower?” asked Rebeka, using a comment to sidestep the situation that promised to loom. After all, that Omar was still looking for excuses to stay in the house with her was due to something.
Omar returned his eyes to the girl’s face, and with a confused look, he did not want to respond, for according to the tone in which he had been spoken to, he could not decipher whether she would scold him for such an act.
With no choice but to answer, he added, “I leave it to your imagination,” he told her, after pausing and taking a deep breath, as one who intended to face a delicate subject. “So, today is the day you were making the list you showed me yesterday morning?”
With the towel wrapped around his waist, Omar proceeded to grab the stockings that were on an already laid-out bed and gently bent down on the floor in front of Rebeka to help her put them on.
“Don’t get too excited; my mom is about to arrive,” she said.
“That’s fine now,” he said, as one who wanted to ignore something, as he took his time to finish putting on his beloved’s stockings.
“Omar, your clothes are a mess. Come to think of it, maybe you’d better stop by your house. You’ve had your phone off all this time, and your parents must be worried.”
“You’re right, I haven’t told them anything,” he replied.
“You didn’t tell them?!” asked Rebeka, in an astonished tone.
Among her plans, she hadn’t expected Omar to be so carefree with his family. But hey, at the best of times, guys are given a lot more liberties with regards to going out at night and making decisions on who to be with than girls are. It shouldn’t be that way, but it was still a world inhabited by freeloaders and one in which young women, more attractive to the eye, were at greater risk of being raped and/or murdered. On the other hand, maybe that was what Omar was so worried about and why he didn’t want to leave the house. After all, who wants to go back to their parents when you’re assured of punishment?
After holding her hand to her face and preparing for the worst and hoping for the best, Rebeka looked into her beloved’s eyes.
“I had planned for you to accompany me to do the interviews as soon as I’m done with school, but given the situation, in the extreme case that you get home and as punishment, they won’t let you leave, I’ll understand if I don’t see you in the park... Do you agree?”
“No, not that it matters whether I go home or not. I want to accompany you to your interview. That’s more important. I also want you to achieve your goals. Trust me and let me help you. Please.”
Omar’s words sounded like those of someone who swore love and loved unconditionally, but Rebeka could not identify what the purpose of what he said to her was.
”Is there anything else you want to tell me?” asked Rebeka, who understood that her beloved’s gaze was crowded with insecurity and that maybe she could not say something.
“We can save your interview for another day,” said Omar, who changed his sad expressions with gestures of determination. “Rebeka, I don’t want people to hurt you. Before you start looking for a job, I want to ask for your hand in marriage. That way, when you do the interviews...you can go with my family name. Don’t take me wrong, it’s not that I don’t think you can, it’s just... I love you....”
Rebeka paused to look Omar in the eye. Her beloved’s family name carried enough weight to make people lick the shoes of whoever was in front of them. Upon marriage, the two members had the option to change their names, which would allow him to get rid of the surname of a convicted father. But calling it pride, hubris, or simple determination would not change what Rebeka was looking for, she did not want to be a different person and create a new reputation away from the stain left by her father. She wanted to clear the family name, and to do that, she first had to pay the debts she owed to the government with honest money.
“No,” she replied flatly.
“But...” Omar was interrupted by her.
“Please, I’m not saying no to marrying you. I’m not doing this to be arrogant; I’m asking you to support me and let me try." Rebeka replied, which made Omar feel rejected and, at the same time, not so bad.
Without being able to say anything or wanting to insist on a decision that was already made, Omar watched as Rebeka took out of the backpack she was carrying the books and notebooks to make room for the change of clothes she intended to wear once she left school.
The silence between the two became awkward, yet they remained together until they walked out the front door and she passed the lock.
On the street, with tears in his eyes, Omar kissed and hugged his beloved, as if it was the last time, he would see him. Rebeka felt the kiss, the embrace, and the warmth of her beloved’s body and reciprocated his every effort. After a few long minutes, he broke away and turned around, as if he wanted to tear himself away from something that made him addicted and go in another direction.
One went to school, and the other went home.