Chapter 15
Chapter 14: Heaven
Once inside the page, clicking after clicking, Rebeka couldn’t stop herself. It wasn’t that she was totally determined to sell her boyfriend’s body online, but if he could do it, why couldn’t she? Besides the curiosity that itched and was very hard to ignore, she was also exposing herself to a situation as novel as it was morbid, since that wasn’t done every day. How much adrenaline and excitement could she get from knowing that everything she did would be seen by other people? It was like having sex in public or walking around naked in a place where someone could see you, like when she dressed in the mornings.
Between naked women, men with their limbs in the air, and dozens of sex objects, Rebeka was finally able to come to find what she wanted to see:
[Most popular accounts]
“It looks like this is it,” she said.
Sitting next to his girlfriend, Omar could hardly keep still on the chair he was sitting in. After all, he had watched porn while alone, but he never imagined he would do so while sitting with his girlfriend next to him. Seeing other women naked when he had a partner was akin to an act of infidelity. Still, he paid attention to the screen, just as much as his girlfriend did.
“Does it bother you that I see other naked women?” asked Rebeka in a purring voice.
“No,” he replied.
“It’s good for you to tell me what I might be doing that makes you uncomfortable, just as I can tell you what might make me uncomfortable.”
The only person who could stop Rebeka at that moment was Omar, but if he didn't, it was because maybe he was just as sexually curious as she was. After all, horny, obscene books, modest photos and videos, deplorable behavior, and uncomfortable situations could be attractive, tempting, and even desirable. Those were things that would be completely repudiated in a different situation, in a completely opposite state of mind to being aroused. After all, perhaps it is not as common in women as it is in men, since the post-coital sadness, melancholy, regret, and sense of guilt are due to the adrenaline and arousal crash brought on by orgasm. They both implied that, as long as they were sufficiently aroused, they would not regret the decisions they made.
Omar swallowed dryly and, in a way, sought to get closer to his girlfriend as he ran his left hand over her shoulder and began to caress her.
Rebeka tried to control her breathing and closed the video she was playing, which featured a girl not showing her face in front of the camera but spreading her legs to reveal her labia minora and poking her fingers inside her cave. After putting such images aside, the girl clicked around the site several times until she found on the screen what she was interested in reading. That sparked a thought in her mind:
‘If spreading her legs without showing her face was enough to earn that much money, what was of interest now was how much she would earn.’
Aloud, Rebeka read the information that interested her:
‘Listed below are the websites that are active and legal to register as a model. If you think there are too many and indecision keeps you from making a choice, don’t worry; we can help you take the guesswork out of it. In the sidebar, you can narrow down your search options. If you are from a specific area and you care about your reputation, you can choose sites whose videos are broadcast only on the other side of the city, country, or even planet. You also have the option to choose to “see the best cam model sites today” based on the most traffic. You can see which one has the highest relative payout in percentage, meaning how much you’re going to charge, and also who offers better privileges, not to mention they have an exclusive score...’
"Personally, I’m interested in who pays the most,” she said, and then went on to read the percentage of the total earnings, including discounts.
Hercam 60%
For you 35% – 50%
Heaven 75% – 86%
YouLust 75%–85%
Xloved 50% – 70%
Lonelycam 50% – 65%»
”‘Heaven’ seems to be the one who pays the most, of course, it doesn’t offer benefits like a private room, and it can also be seen by whoever wants to, no matter where in the city he lives. What do you think my heart, is? Which one would you like to be in?” asked Rebeka with a seductive voice.
“I don’t know my love; I think we should stop here,” he said, who, with his mouth, uttered something totally different from his desires, as he had his member hardened and was shaking it inside the school pants he was still wearing. “But ‘Heaven’ doesn’t seem to be a bad option, to tell the truth.”
“Mmm, let’s see what’s in there. I’m curious if there’s anyone we know,” Rebeka said, with a convenient justification on the tip of her tongue.
As soon as she pressed the link button, an announcement flashed on the screen:
{Welcome to Heaven. If you wish to access our content, you must first become a member. Subscription is free, and we promise total discretion to our users.}
“Free subscription,” said Rebeka.
{[Name]: Yuno & Neo. [Age]: 21-21. [Email]:... [Password]: Yuno&Neo1!
“You’re Yuno?” asked Omar, somewhat confused. From his point of view, he believed he would be the one selling his body on the internet.
“Yes, I don’t plan to let you do this alone. There are two of us, and together, we’ll do whatever it takes. I wouldn’t mind if you saw other people naked either.” Rebeka said, intending to clarify the situation.
At the comment, Omar remained silent, and although he felt more relieved that he was not alone in the situation, he would not have minded taking on the whole burden of the job. On the other hand, Rebeka was slowly making progress with the idea she had created in her mind while preparing the ground. If she were alone, she would definitely not do what she was doing, but having her boyfriend by her side gave her the courage to risk exploring forbidden situations.
[Customer, salesperson, or both.]
‘For a moment, instead of customer, I read “hot.” I’d better give him both,’ Rebeka thought, as she hit the accept button.
{If you are a beginner and still undecided, we recommend you read our article, “How to Become a Successful Online Model.”}
[No] She selected promptly.
After denying the last suggestion, the site opened and displayed about seven columns and seven rows, which made up a total of forty-nine different cells, which were small screens belonging to different people.
“Wow... I was speechless, this is a whole world of different circumstances at the touch of a click” assured Rebeka, elated at what she was about to do.
After all, on each small screen, there was a different personification of some morbid situation that could happen in the present. Women and men appeared alone or accompanied, clothed or unclothed, skinny, muscular, or fat, penetrating or being penetrated, playing with their bodies inside the bathroom, living room, dining room, kitchen, rooftop, or patio, with other people involved or alone, enjoying the moment.
Rebeka turned her face in Omar’s direction and gave him a mischievous smile, as she had openly told him that it didn’t bother her if he saw other people naked. But she was more intrigued to know if, for some reason, she was awakening some fetish inside him regarding the situation; for sometimes seeing gives inspiration and also provokes trying, in order to know how it might feel like what someone else might do in front of you.
Trying new things would not be something that Rebeka could be astonished about, since she knew well the tastes of her beloved, who had had entertainment taking pictures of her, and now he could be the cameraman of different scenes in which his girl would pose with perverted intentions.
Although there are many steps from just taking pictures to being the protagonist, Rebeka didn’t want to ask, but she did want to know what would provoke her beloved the most, regardless of doing porn together.
‘He’ll either be warmed by the pride that his girlfriend is sexy enough for other people to want her without being able to have him, or he’ll move on to feeling the humiliating aspect of having his trophy displayed all over town. It might even make him hot to be cheated on by his girl. Sure, I mean, if he thinks seeing other women is cheating on me, then me being seen by other men is cheating on him. But the right thing has no way, since it’s always in constant flux, and what better way to implant a little morbid bug in someone’s head than to touch the subject while he’s turned on?’
“Tell me, honey, don’t you think the competition is satisfying for you? Can you imagine sticking your thing all the way in me, in front of people who can only resign themselves to watching? Wouldn’t it make you feel more like a macho man? Does it make you jealous that I let myself be seen in front of someone else?” asked Rebeka as she caressed her beloved’s legs. “Your friend down here is interested in what might happen, not in the money we might make, isn’t he?”
Despite the uncertainty caused by the question and all the possibilities that lay ahead, Omar could refuse at any second to go ahead, for the excitement and commitment were too great for him to avoid thinking rationally, much less to answer something he didn’t understand where it came from.
“Looking at it from a different perspective, as long as no one touches you,” Omar said hesitantly, trying his best to be able to hold a conversation. “I see no difference in this kind of work or being a receptionist, but...”
Still, he couldn’t be very fluent with his words, and it seemed as if he was trying not to stay silent for too long. It was clear that, between two questions, he would eventually answer the one that would best fit his feelings at the moment; it didn’t necessarily have to be the most correct one.
“Definitely pinning you in front of other people who can’t touch you would make me feel more in control. I spanked you, making your flesh red, giving you hickeys on your neck, and marking my territory well. With the more than a thousand ways I can make you my female, it would make me feel more powerful and confident, rather than jealous.”
The temperature in the room rose exponentially, so much so that the house was bursting into flames. After learning that the heat was not from the house, Rebeka swallowed and continued clicking inside the page:
“So, if you see something you want to do for fun with me between these cameras, let me know so we can do it together. You’re good at cameraman work, as well as hot men.”
With nature rampaging between her legs, reacting to her boyfriend’s words, Rebeka continued her research, looking at what other videos she might see.
[Recommended. New. Stars. Most Popular. Public. Private. Women. Men. Gay. Trans.] ... The list of random cameras was immense.
‘Whew,’ Rebeka thought. ‘From cam to cam, I’m running my temperature down, having to look up what we could try to stage together. There’s such a variety of options on offer that I can look at; it doesn’t help me make up my mind. Despite how well structured the site is and how easy it is to use, I don’t see anything that captures my attention one hundred percent.’
Among the hundreds of cameras, Rebeka kept scrolling down and down, looking at the open windows on the page, at least with the intention of waiting for Omar to give an answer or share his view with her about something that caught her eye.
“Do you like any of them?” asked Rebeka, somewhat frustrated.
"Mmm,” said Omar, who was pensive, as if he had a bad taste in his mouth. “So far, I don’t see anything that interests me much. To tell you the truth, every time I watched porn, I thought of you before I got the urge to finish. Don’t take me wrong; seeing so many different women’s private parts really gets my attention, but not enough to feel what I feel with you.”
“Maybe that’s it, because we’ve seen women... We can explore the male part to get inspiration on what male actors should do.”
Given that maybe the male part was what Omar was looking to see, Rebeka looked for that content.
Right at the top, where the different options to separate the content by sections were, was the button she pressed. As soon as the page loaded, it made a color change, from grazed to blue, and there they were, just like the women. High-quality videos, but the content was somewhat rustic, repetitive, and lacking in spontaneity.
‘It’s not that none of them are physically ugly,’ Rebeka thought. ‘They have decent, even sculptural, well-crafted bodies with limbs of all sizes and colors. They’re alone, in company, in various places, with toys, but they don’t have much feeling. It’s as if it were a job obligation. Even the dialogues are monotonous and lacking in purpose. If I could describe it, I would say they are worn out by routine. Come to think of it, the most popular room was the one with the woman poking around inside her intimate area. The quality of that video was five times lower than that of these cameras, and although there were women doing the same thing, it didn’t feel the same. I would say that that video was of a girl recording herself for the sake of watching it later or sending it to someone special, whereas these people are recording themselves for the purpose of making money. The women and men here are actors.’
A notification popped up on the laptop screen that seemed to be everyone’s most anticipated moment of the morning. Well, it was about the most popular camera, and it would be broadcasting right around that time.
Rebeka clicked and was directed to a screen on which a man could be seen, but unlike the others, this guy was well dressed and arranged his camera a little further away so that it would capture the room he was in. As soon as he seemed to have set everything up, he looked in the mirror again and left through the front door.
The room looked nice, with a bed of red sheets and white pillows. There were no drawers under the bedside lamps, and a mirror could be seen behind the bed. On a shelf, there was what appeared to be a spinner or ice bucket, which had a bottle and two glasses inside. The place was designed for sex. ‘Maybe it was a motel.’
Both Rebeka and Omar didn’t understand the situation, but after reviewing the dialog box, they realized many messages began to appear.
{“This man has guts,” “He’s going to try again,” “I’m really afraid for the poor girl today, but I’ll pay for breaking her pussy without permission,” “I’ll pay for making her face red,” “I’ll pay for pulling her hair.”}
‘It seems from the comments that this is a group that watches how a couple acts in their natural sexual relationship: voyeurism... and they pay for the guy to do things that the girl has no idea about. After all, he can make as much money as his girl can stand.’
Rebeka decided to open other windows to continue entertaining herself and her boyfriend, until, after waiting for a few minutes, someone Rebeka recognized walked in.
‘I really don’t want to destroy the mood of the morning, but that person helped me. As a woman, I have to return the favor, other than just ruining the competition,’ she thought after staring at the screen more than usual.
‘Could it be that Omar was also able to recognize the woman shown in the video?’ although it took me a couple of minutes to recognize her.
“Isn’t she the one who came with the other guy to pick you up for questioning? She looks like she knows absolutely nothing about the situation.”
‘Even my boyfriend could recognize her. The poor needy woman...’ she thought after moving her eyes in a circular motion. ‘But I can understand; sex is like a remedy to deal with a stressful work day.’
Coaxed by her lover, the woman had the characteristic look of someone innocent and inexperienced. She was one of those girls who would do anything to believe in the fake love their boyfriends swore they had for them, and that was exactly what porn consumers were looking to get at that moment: the value that existed in the corruption of a delicate, inexperienced, and pure body, like that woman’s.
After turning around, Rebeka made contact with her boy’s eyes, and after a few subtle movements of her hand, she managed to pull his member out of his pants. Omar wiggled his hips back and forth in the chair, not realizing how aroused he was, then easing the excess into his girl. He was trapped on the screen; maybe he couldn’t notice it, but he could feel the excitement of what he was seeing.
Rebeka kept her eyes on the message tray and laughed because she wasn’t wrong, as she also felt the mesmerizing morbidity of what could come to pass. ‘In this world of so many offers, old, bored people become tasters of delicacies. They don’t settle for just any porn star with a sensational body, but before choosing what to watch, they examine, assess, compare, and identify what they are going to consume, according to the level of innocence, delicacy, disbelief, nostalgia, and taste that the scene may provoke. No matter what the scenario, no matter what perversion was being performed, the look and gestures of the actor count as much as the work. Some actors are good at imitating those gestures, but it’s never the same, the look of someone innocent who would do anything their partner wanted, even if they didn’t know what would happen and were full of insecurities, compared to the look of someone exhausted by the routine of the job.’
As the woman on the screen received her lover’s kisses and caresses, she had a few garments off and had been left on the bed. With her head between the girl’s legs, the guy managed to lift up the shirt along with the bra covering her torso, so that her breasts were in the air and spilling over her sides. With her mouth open, eyes closed, and legs raised, the woman was receiving exquisite oral feedback from her partner, who watched his victim from bottom to top with a mischievous look on his face. If he wanted to do the things he was asked to do, he had to make sure she was so aroused that she couldn’t refuse.
Rebeka picked up her phone and decided to dial the number of the station where she had been held. From operator to operator, referencing that they intended to resume the case but that the one she felt comfortable talking to was the officer who had accompanied her, she got the number she wanted.
“Are you going to do what I think you’re going to do?” asked Omar.
“Yes, but if you want, I’ll let you see a little more... until he sticks it in, if you’re interested.”
After thinking that maybe it could be a suggestion with ulterior motives, that it could be a trap on Rebeka’s part, he kept silent and then added:
“If we’re going to tell each other what makes us uncomfortable or not, I don’t think it makes sense for me to be looking out for myself if you’re testing me in these kinds of situations. Is that so?”
“Of course, it doesn’t make sense. Acting, asking, and talking with ulterior motives won’t help us at all,” Rebeka replied, with the eyes of someone looking at an unpleasant past to remember.
”I don’t think you have to wait for him to stick it in; if you want to ruin the competition, you have to stop the best moment from happening. We can do a lot better than them; I can also break your little boy without permission.”
With her boyfriend’s response and the temperature rising, Rebeka dialed the number she had been given before she regretted doing a good deed because she was doing indecent things.
On the laptop’s speaker, she could hear a phone ringing.
At first, the uniformed woman ignored the fact that she was receiving a call, but due to the insistence, she decided to take the device to see who it was, although the subject did not agree with that action since, if a person was preoccupied with other things in the middle of sex, it guaranteed to lower his arousal. Knowing this, he improved his tongue movements and increased the aggressiveness of his sucking, with the intention that the pleasure his girl felt would be stronger than the curiosity to see who was calling him.
Rebeka, on the other hand, had no desire to speak. As soon as she saw that the uniformed girl was able to grab her phone, she hung up and went to where the messaging app was to capture pictures with the camera. The uniform’s breasts, legs, ass, and pussycat were sent as separate photos, then the face of the guy giving her oral, and finally a message to the conversation tray with suggestions.
After opening her eyes like saucers, the uniformed woman looked all around the room until she made eye contact with the camera.
"Stop,” said the woman, changing the tone of her voice.
The guy pretended not to hear and, with much more eagerness, pinned himself between the girl’s legs, but she repeated the same phrase and then dialed a number on her phone.
Both Omar and Rebeka could imagine what was going to happen, while only a few users managed to decipher the victim’s expressions. Within five minutes, a knock on the door was heard, and when the guy kneeling between the uniformed woman’s legs stopped, she screamed as loud as she could.
With one kick, the door that was being captured on camera was kicked down. With a gun pointed and tracking like a hungry dog, a group of police officers entered the room, shouting at the man, who had been so perplexed by the situation that he wasn’t even listening to what was being said.
Rebeka returned his phone to the table. In the corner of the screen where the figure representing the number of observers was displayed, the numbers went up from four digits to six. Rebeka was the only one with the intention of leaving the video room she was watching and entering another. Like the thousands of other viewers, she and her loved one were there to look for porn, not to watch an individual get caught, even if the process fell into the morbid category of "caught.”.
From click to click, she finally found something that seemed to please her.
With her beloved’s member in her hand, Rebeka enlarged the video on the screen and removed what she was wearing under her skirt where she was sitting.